Mood: unknown
Listening to: 7ob kbeer- yara

hiiiiiii gurz & boys ..wooow '3ooobaaaaar :p  it's been a long time since I last wrote something. I guess I'm not interesting anymore in blogs and spaces.. but I think It's nice to have a place to write about wutever u want in anytime and share your thoughts with different kind of ppl & having their opinions. At least once a while.

 mmmm.. well, nothing really important to write about but I feel kind of board and I have nothing to do so I thought of sitting her and write down my usual bla bla..

today was a normal day.. not boring, not exciting but normal. maybe there was a little bet of excitement because I met my old friends from med. School, we were talking and laughing like crazy.. (( Anwa3 al 7ash ow al9'e7ek)).. really they are the best group I've ever known.. definitely the funniest the coolest. I'm having a hard time in getting to know new girls in college, i don't know why but i just don't want to. so i was so exciting when i saw my friends today.

Mmm what else.. yeah there is something annoying me in these days and I'm feeling down because of it. I don't know why everything has to be so complicated in my life? I don't blame anyone for this but myself, my so selfish self! Stupid, bad & immature self. I should know that it will be consequences of what I'm doing. But it's too late now. I'm drowning more & deeper inside this problem everyday. Everything turned black & dark, I feel like I can't breath. I'm so sad..!! I'm so scared..!!

I don't dare to say what I did to reach to this point. But  I must say it's something very BAD &I have to release it right now, cause if I didn't I will probably die from it. But I can't find the write person to tell him about it! So if anyone is ready to listen to my boring problem plz let me know.. but he has to be serious & of course he has to be ((wa7ed fa9'y)) :p

byez